27.6.12

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Loving: That I finally can say that I have finished University with a degree!! 2:2 baby! Bo Yaaah!! I am super  proud of my self seen as after the first year I was ready to quit! It's been a mixed bag really. I'm still not sure Uni was the right decision for me but I had fun and I sort of know what I want to do with my life, I don't think that would of happened otherwise, or it would of taken a lot longer to get there. One things for sure I would never push University on anyone. Yes it's great but you should never do something because you think you have to, I think I went into it with the wring frame of mind so I resented and challenged it the whole way. It was fun though, and I'd do it all again in a heartbeat.

Thinking about: How best to re-organize my room. I broke my sofa bed :/ So it's being moved upstairs and I'm going to use the sofa as a bed instead. Basically I have a sofa bed as my bed and a sofa to use as a sofa...so going to get rid of the sofa bed and using the sofa sofa instead....SOFA! SOFA! SOFA! (how many times can I use that word on one sentence jeez!) anyway! It's screwed up the whole layout of my room so I need to re-organize. Few! That was hard work!

Anticipating: The British Formula 1 Grand Prix NEXT WEEK!! I am so excited about that I can't even talk about it. I just babble and squee loudly in people faces. SQUUUEEEEEEEEE!

Listening to: Everything! Someday's just call for hair in a bun, sweat pants, I Pod on shuffle and good room tidy/clear out. I love my I Pod on shuffle. I don't think I've taken anything off it since year 8 so it's full of old classics and some really embarrassing stuff causing me to question my sanity back in my teen's!

Eating: Sausage dinner with curry sauce from the Chippy. Mmmmm. I've eaten really healthy this last week or so, so I though I'd treat my self and It. was. so. yummy.

Wishing: That my feelings didn't get hurt as easily. Maybe I'm just overly sensitive and just need to harden up a little, but I seem to get upset about the littlest things. I think, no I know, I'm an over thinker and I get easily attached to people/things. So when they go away or break or whatever I feel really sad. It's nice because I can find meaning's in the smallest of things but it'a a reet pain the buttocks when its a person and I think its more than it is and over think every little detail of everything and all of a sudden in my head were married, have kids and have grown old together, when really they just smiled at me passing in the street and I actually have no clue who they are (yes I'm ranting about boys!) Sigh. The funny thing is, I actually don't want anyone at the moment, I'm doing brilliant on my own and I plan to keep it that way for a little longer so I don't really know why my brain/heart is doing this to me!?

This is me getting changed in the middle of the park for some Outfit Posts later on this week! 

1 comment:

  1. Totally agree w/ you about college. I don't know if people there push it as hard as they do here in the States, but I basically grew up assuming I'd go. Once I got there I enjoyed it but didn't really have a clear idea of WHY I was there, so ended up graduating with a useless degree. Now that I'm in my 30's, I finally have a little better direction and am going to back to get a degree that will actually help me get a job that I'll love. I wish I'd known when I was 18 that college was supposed to be for a purpose, not just to do b/c that's what you're supposed to do after high school. Would've saved myself so much time and money if I'd just waited a bit until I figured out what I wanted to focus on in school!!

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